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I Was Wrong!

Oct 29, 2007 - 4 comments

My Health


My Faith

I hope the way I am handling the dissappointing news from the doctor - the news that the hepatitis-c virus, after 28 weeks of treatment, did not clear and will not clear - will help to encourage someone. I have been taken off the medicine, and I am feeling fine.  I just need to get my strength back.  I know that I am not in pain and some of you may be. I really wish I could tell you how to get rid of the pain without taking the medicine. I can tell you that I believe in God and I believe that He can take your pain away. Will He? If you've never asked Him, you may never know, but even if you continue in pain, I believe that God will give you some kind of strong endurance to survive. Expect and believe that better days are comming. I am not always right about everything that I think I know, but sometimes, the alternative to faith (that would be medicine) does not work. What then can we do??????

(For about a year and a half now, I have preached only about once per month, so if what follows seems to be a little "preachy" maybe you will bear with me and allow me to say these things.)

I was wrong when 10 years ago the blood collecting agency in Lake Charles, LA tried to tell me that I had hepatitis-c. I decided that there was nothing wrong with me. I was wrong.
I was wrong when Dr. Sims, here in Cleveland, sent me to Dr. Buchner to see if the hepatitis-c was active. I told the nurse that she would see, when the results were in, that it was inactive and I was alright. I was wrong.
I was wrong when after 28 weeks of treatment for hepatitis-c, the virus had not cleared. I just believed, and said, that the virus was gone. I was wrong.
Now, I am saying that God has touched my body and I am going to be alright. Even if I should die with hepatitis-c, I am not going to die because of hepatitis-c.
No doubt, somebody will say, “You are wrong again.”
My reply to that comes from The Bible.
1 Corinthians 10:30 (TLB) If I can thank God for the food and enjoy it, why let someone spoil everything just because he thinks I am wrong?
As Job says in Job 19:4 (TLB) And if indeed I was wrong , you have yet to prove it.

Now I ask you? What do you think I should do? Lay down and give up, or roll over and play dead? That may be an alternative, but it's not for me.

Listen to Jeremiah 8:4-5 (TLB) … When a person falls, he jumps up again; when he is on the wrong road and discovers his mistake, he goes back to the fork where he made the wrong turn….
Proverbs 29:25 (KJV) The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the LORD shall be safe.
Proverbs 3:5 (KJV) Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
Psalms 118:8 (KJV) It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.

Let me remind you (Hebrews, Chapter 11) of Abel, who offered unto God a more excellent sacrifice - Enoch who was translated that he should not see death - Noah, who being warned of God of things not seen as yet, moved with fear, prepared an ark to the saving of his house - Abraham, who when he was called to go out into a place which he should after receive for an inheritance, obeyed; and he went out, not knowing whither he went - and Sara who received strength to conceive seed.

And what happened to them? Hebrews 11:13 (KJV) These all died in faith , not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth.

Conclusion: Job 13:15 (KJV ) Though (God) slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him.

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by alagirl, Oct 30, 2007
I'm so sorry about the increase in your viral load.  If you'll go to the CDC website, and I'll try to find the link as to where I found it, there is an entire volume on the different studies accepting non-responders to the current therapy.  I think that one of those studies might well benefit you.  I will pray for you, and also that you are open to the different treatment options God may make available to you.  Job 13:15 is a good verse.  

Sometimes we see through the glass darkly.  We cannot imagine the full glory of God.

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by comeagain, Jan 17, 2008
I just wanna say that every day is written in Gods book before it happens and for the one who loves God all things that happens benefits for the best . Let us rejoys in who Jesus is ,free from sicknes, bad selfesteem, anything evil, instaed totaly good full of truth and merci. And thats what u and me can see us as also,because hes downright honesty are ours. I´m on my second tx. Terrible not to get well first time! of course hope to make it this time. But i see my first faiuler as the Holy Spirits way to make me humble, and its only Gods grace that I can see it that way. I´m praying right now that the fullnes of God may come over u and stay there.Love U your brother in Christ "comeagain" from sweden.

264121 tn?1313029456
by alagirl, Jan 17, 2008
Hey comeagain!  Which protocol are you on, at what levels and for how many weeks?  I'll be praying for you!


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by hepcstudy, Nov 25, 2008

I am trying to get in touch with people being treated for Hepatitis C for a report that I am writing.

What I would like to explore is their experiences with their condition and the challenges that they currently face. I’d also like to gain some feedback on what they think could be done to make taking their medication easier.

An incentive of $200 would be offered to each participant of a short and anonymous phone interview.



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