Poetry Journals

My Heart

Jul 07, 2012 - 1 comments



How do I explain these feelings I feel
This can't be happening, these feelings too real
I am confused, thoughts running through my mind
The crystals on my face are leaving me blind

You are paying no attention to my feelings nor me
So why is my heart so blind, that it cannot see
See that you do not feel the same way
For the stupidy of my heart, I have a price to pay

The pain and misery of having my heart break in two
From somebody that, from the beginning, was never mine
One-sided heart break, everybody has felt before
That pain I will feel, I have already felt so many times

Eventually, I will break, cry and hope to die
The sadness in my soul will engulf all that is left
And it will unwillingly put all my friends love and care to the test

My stupid heart cannot handle such pain, such hurt
Because it had always put itself on the line,
hoping that one day, just once, someone would put me first

But my idiotic heart forgets how fragile it is, how easily it can be broken
Once it's hopes and dreams are crushed, it's voice is easily outspoken
Whenever it breaks, when it can no longer stand on it's own
It hides away from the world, hiding in a dark abadoned corner, alone

This goes on for a random amount of time, hours to days,
Days to months, months to years, alone, my heart will lay
Hidden away from everyone to see, you'll notice something in my eyes
You can see the emptiness within me, if you can look past my lies

Don't worry, it's not your fault I have to go through this pain
It's mine and only mine, for more reasons that you think
When I fall for someone, I fall too fast and too hard
But it's something I can't erase, our lives written in ink

You rose me up, unaware of how high I was rising
Unaware of my feelings for you, how inside, I was dying
Unaware that this was why, even if your jokes were crap, i was lauging
And now you know why I someitmes lay in bed, crying

None of this is your fault, no, only mine
My stupid young heart will have to learn in time
That falling so fast and so high, comes with a price
And mostly half the time, that price isn't something nice.

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by teddybearLOL, Jul 13, 2012
i like this one too

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