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worried all the time

Jul 08, 2012 - 0 comments

ive already had 3 miscarriages in a row, neither of us have any other children, and all we want is a family of our own. will we ever be able to have children?? my biggest fear is not being able to experience a full pregnancy, childbirth, the feeling of you and the love of your life never being able to create a beautiful human being together. all ive ever wanted to be growing up was a mom, and now all i do is worry that it might never be an option for us. its the most scariest thing ive ever had to come to terms with. we are in the process of trying to get pregnant again but wonder if i do and then it ends up like the last 3? will i be able to deal with another miscarriage? can i even go thru that pain again without completley ******* losing it this time???

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