I am in an unusual funk today. This evening I have to put my kids, aged 14,10 and 9, on a 4 hour flight to see their father in California. I'm about to lose my mind! This will be their first time flying alone. I hate this divorce thing! I never wanted to be divorced because things like this have to happen in order for the kids to be able to have both parents in their lives. I really and truly hate this!!! I don't want to have to get used to this and I don't want my kids on a plane alone until they are adults! I'm really having some emotional issues today. Hopefully, I'll get through it without incident.