Jul 23, 2012
My good friends, I call on you again for some prayers and well wishes, positive energy...whatever you believe in. I'm going through a pretty rough time in my life. I would share details, but it is quite a personal matter. Let's just say that I've got a mountain to climb, and I've never been through anything remotely like this in my 40 years, so on top of being scared of the unknown, I'm also clueless as to what to expect. I have a meeting tomorrow that is pretty important, and I've been preparing for it, but am feeling anxious about it.
The last time I was going through a rough time (TOTALLY different scenario), I was amazed at the outpouring of support I got here. I am a firm believer that your thoughts and prayers made a big difference. In the very least, I felt supported and loved, and cared about, which meant the world to me.
Lastly, if you could also include a few of my friends in your thoughts also, I would be grateful. One is going through a financial crisis that has affected her and her family greatly. They are under a lot of stress. My other friend nearly lost her daughter last week to a suicide attempt, she tried to take her life VERY violently right in front of her mother, my friend. She just lost her son a year ago in a tragic accident, so for her, this is just too much, and I'm really worried about her. Her daughter will survive, but the long term damage from what she did has yet to be determined. I pray so hard every day that she gets better, both physically and mentally, and I pray that my friend gets some help to deal with all of this. I don't think she's every really fully "dealt" with her son's passing, and now she has to shoulder this. Makes me feel almost selfish for reaching out for myself, my situation pales in comparison.
I appreciate your support SO much you'll never know. I have come to consider you all a second family, thats why I don't hesitate to reach out when I need something. Thank you all so very much.....much love to you all.