Aug 30, 2012
So I'm starting my shut down meds tonight (buserelin injections) and I just feel so emotional and nervous! :( I feel I could just burst into tears any second.
I've also just found out my best mate who I work with, who's currently on mat leave, has handed in her notice and I'm gutted. I havent been enjoying my job since my m/c and the only thing keeping me going there was the though that she was due back very soon, and now I've lost her too :(
I know Im just feeling emotional with the thought of another ivf, and after how poorly I got last time after ER, and then getting my long awaited bfp only to lose it.....
Lordy I'm not even on the meds yet and already all over the place lol! I'm so nervous :( I'm not sure my heart can take another disappointment.