Jan 24, 2009
Pain in my body I can bear. The pain of a loved one doubting my pain is horrific. The pain of being demeaned for acting sick is almost unbearable.
I actually had feelings of hopelessness and wished I had the guts to end it this week. (No one panic, I did not have plans, just a vague desire.)
I have snapped out of it now. My pain and ability to tolerate it is not dependent on who believes me.