Oct 28, 2012
Everyday has been a struggle but today has been the hardest by far. I know what people think and i understand how they feel i was one of the people that would hear of stories like mine and just cry I never their story would ever become mine. I don't know where to start everyday. I can't even look in the Mirror . Everytime i close my eyes i see his little face. I cant even make feel like a person. I feel like I've been ripped out of the world and landed in a deep hold that to climb out of but cant reach the top cuz keep letting go. what make me a bad person will never can you to do whatever I have to do in order to get my little angel where he belongs. i just wish everyone would stop kicking me when im already down lower then anybody could ever image.