Feb 06, 2009
I love my guy so much, and I wish these awful feelings would just stop.
Last night we looked at rings online together so he could get an idea of what I wanted and then he called later to get me to look at the baby furniture he just ordered. $800 worth of some adorable baby furniture.
I'm having a baby. It gets more real every day, but with that comes the knowledge that I'm going to gain weight (a scary prospect for a veteran bulimic) and it scares me a little more that he may want some cute young underweight girl. Even after all that last night. I'm a mess.