I had myself conversed that the shots + opks +dh's great sperm count and me laying there for at least 30 minutes would some how make this work. I went into tears this morning. After 5 and a half years you would think i would be over the tears. most months i just say oh well it just wasn't meant to be this month. I also push my hopes down. I am the biggest idiot. I actually let myself believe that because we had been on the shots now for a 2 months that some how things would be different. i am so stupid!!!! today was 11dpo, cd 26 Af is crazy early!!! plus we had sex early in the cycle just in I oed early. looks like we just cant make it happen.