Feb 15, 2009
This is really abuse.Like the woman whothought I was "legallyblind" and swept my clothes in front ofme.
I told someone yesterday that I was a surviver yesterday, and she asked, "How does someone keep quiet about something like that all those years?" I responded that we did it bynot talking to anyone, by being alone. I wastotally confused by her question, it shockedme somuch.
Makes me want to celebrate gemuine life,real life, asthese people have never felt it.
What the hell kinda person asks that kind of question...how do you stay quite about that...WTF!
Basically by being a complete loner your whole life and never gettting truely close enough to anyone...never being able to feel safe even with friends and learning to deal with being alone inside and out...at least that's how I did it.
Stupid question. Qenuine real life...it doesn't come in a little box with a cute bow. Real life is messy and heartbreaking...but ut's true that at ;east we've lived real life..a genuine life. Because beyond all of teh traumau and hurt we get to really appriciate the good things are true genuine lofe. A life only people like up get to feel and see. And that's about one of the only good things that comes from horrendous trauma..that and being able to help people who don't know where to turn.