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Feb 26, 2009 - 30 comments

I can't believe our lives at the moment! after the hardest year or more of our lives, we were taking a break after yet another miscarriage, so that we could go on a vacation and truely get away from it all for a few days.. well after running around working, being stressed out at work, drinking coffee., but taking asprin and my new vitamins  - folic acid and B vitamins.. I was not spotting and should have been a week before my period started.. I felt so dumb for even thinking getting pregnant on our own was a possibility, but i bought the tests just to be sure..I took the test looked at it initially and i thought i saw a line, and then thought, gosh i'm so silly for even thinking there would be a line there, i should have never even tested.. And then it became more obvious.. we were really pregnant!  after staring at it for an hour making sure i wasn't just sleep deprived and delirious from work, i woke up my husband, and we both just said we didn't understand!!
  I immediately started my heparin for the first time in now 5 pregnancies..well i got my first beta 48 hours ago and it was 20.. we think we were 11 dpo or so, then repeated today (decided not to go on our trip to go skiing in the altitude) and they wanted it over 35.. to my complete shock (expecting to get bad news as usual when they called) it was 91!!!! i am still in shock! every single pregnancy we have had initial "beta issues" it never rises appropriately, and something always seemed wrong.. so this is the first time EVER things are actually off to a good start!
I just pray pray pray every minute of everyday that this is FINALLY it.. that in 3 weeks we will actually see a hearbeat for the first time and actually graduate from the RE!  what a ride it has been, and I am just hoping it gets to end happily this time!   just in total shock and more thankful than anyone could imagine!!

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by queenspade, Feb 26, 2009
Congratulations!!!  I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!!

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by natalie910, Feb 26, 2009
That is so great!!  I will pray, pray pray for you and your baby!! It sounds like you're off to a great start. Congrats and keep us posted.

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by rachjas0623, Feb 26, 2009
Congrats! You truly deserve this.

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by nickswife, Feb 26, 2009
congrats!! keep us posted!!

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by hopefultobeblessed, Feb 26, 2009
This is so very exciting and very inspiring! I'm so happy for you both. God is so good all the time. Please update as often as possible!

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by hazleyez, Feb 26, 2009
Congrats happy healthy uneventful 9 months ;0P

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by Jess800, Feb 26, 2009
That is wonderful!!!!!  YAY!!!!!!!!!  I am so happy for you!!!!

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by smr08, Feb 26, 2009
Congratulation! What happy news! I wish you a healthy and happy 9 months. Keep us updated

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by steph9803, Feb 26, 2009
It sounds like you and your DH more than deserve this miracle. You and your little peanut will be in my thoughts and prayers.

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by Helen72, Feb 26, 2009
I am so happy your beta went up.  Congrats!!!

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by bny807, Feb 26, 2009
Thank you all so very very much for everything! i don't know what i would have done over the past several years without everyone on here!! we do hope this will be an uneventful nothing but good news pregnancy for once!! SSBD to everyone! : )

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by dnikki0928, Feb 26, 2009
Yay!!!! Congratulations :-D You and DH soooooo deserve this!!! I'm keeping my fingers crossed that everything stays perfect!!

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by Houston79, Feb 26, 2009
With your amazing attitude and constant encouragement for others,  I think this is a well deserved BFP!  I love a great miracle!  I'll be praying for a healthy pregnancy.  What a blessing to have the heparin, huh?  We are all so excited for you!

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by Kimmy9093, Feb 26, 2009
OMG!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!! IT'S YOUR TIME!!! CONGRATS!!!!!

This is such wonderful news!!!!!

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by pooket825, Feb 27, 2009
congratulations I am so so so so happy for you, got your little miracle that is truly a miracle congrats again

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by GNicole, Feb 27, 2009
Congrats! Best wishes for a happy, healthy nine months!!

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by scienceteacher79, Feb 27, 2009
COngrats!! I am so happy for you!! Hang int here :) Giant hugs to you and your little munchkin!!!

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by bam1014, Feb 27, 2009
I'm praying for you and your sticky little bean!

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by kikicoates78, Feb 27, 2009
You have totally got me in tears! I love how you never give up! I am so happy for you, and glad to see you are seeing some results from your tests and questions, and ALL you have been through! I hope it is everything you deserve! ((HUGS))

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by kgokgo, Feb 27, 2009
Congrats. Wish you an uneventful 9 months.

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by Chilli2, Feb 27, 2009
My fingers are crossed for you, may this one be the right one!

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by Mumita, Feb 27, 2009
Congratulations!  Good Things happen when you least expect it!  I hope that you have a great and healthy pregnancy.

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by Heather3418, Feb 27, 2009
YIIIPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.  Let's all gather 'round and do with 'Snoppy Dance."  Things are really looking up for the Fall of 2009.  CONGRATULATIONS again................SSBD

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by bny807, Feb 27, 2009
Thanks so much girls!!! I really really appreciate everyone's comments/well wishes!!! hopefully this finally will be the one! I'm still terrified every time i go to the bathroom I'll see blood.. but trying to stay calm since its all out of my hands!

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by threeangles, Feb 27, 2009
Congratulation on your miracle. I am really happy for you and there are actually tears in my eyes when I read your journal. What a long journey it has been. I was just saying to my husband today how much I feel like giving up hope but then I read stories here and it really gives me hope. There is always someone who has had a longer and harder road than me. I have had 2 miscarriages 2 failed IUI's maybe 3 with this cycle.....Anyway rumbling.  Congrates just relax and keep praying miracles do happen.

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by rdh1981, Feb 27, 2009
Yay Yay Yay!!!! You already know how freakin stinkin happy I am for you, but I just wanted to let you know again!!!!!!!

Girl I am 15 weeks and I still examine the tp everytime I go to the bathroom, that makes you NORMAL not crazy!!!!! he he he

You deserve this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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by LadyM84, Feb 28, 2009
CONRATULATIONS  , that is really good news for you , i wish you a happy healthy pregnancy , best of luck to you xxxx

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by Jonelle143, Feb 28, 2009
congrats!!!!! Wishing you the best of luck

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by bny807, Mar 02, 2009
Thanks so much girls!! all of your comments mean so much to me! : )

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by Griggsy, Mar 02, 2009
I understand how it feels to graduate from an RE to an OB! DH and I did a happy dance when we left out of the RE's office the last time. It meant that things were sticking around and looking good. The good thing about seeing the RE was that we got to see our little one everytime we went in. Congrats, and I'm praying for both of you! Such exciting times!!!!!!!!

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