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Day 2 of rehab

Feb 21, 2013 - 0 comments




The we version of the serenity prayer..
God Grant us the the serentity to accept the things we cannot change
The Courage to change the things we can
And the wisdom to know the difference

Acceptance- Accepting the past, who I am today.
Courage- willpower and desire to stay clean and find a new way to live
Wisdom- comes with time.

Wisdom, i dont have any of that. I've just been floating in a haze since I was 17 years old. I remember night where i was using joking about all the war stories, and i was proud of it. I've heard the saying that "sometimes things gotta get worse before they can get better". And that's how i feel right now. I'm going to suffer for the next month or so, better a better life awaits me out there. It's not going to come to me, i have to find it. I never thought i could have it, maybe i just wasnt looking. Don't be ignorant! You don't know it all!!

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