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The unknown journey

Mar 23, 2008 - 9 comments

Easter Sunday, 08 ... sitting here drinking my coffee looking at my husband who is about to get up and get the U-haul to leave today.  I'm filled with so many different feelings right now.  I'm the one who asked for this and now I'm regretting the decision.  We never did go to marriage counselling.  Now with the Hep C ... all he wants to do is take care of me ... I wonder where I will be in 3 months ...  so sad, so sad.

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by ladybug52, Mar 23, 2008
Stop him! Don't let him go!
Just kidding, sort of....I feel bad for people who have to go thru tx alone. Most don't choose that but are a victim of circumstace.
Is he going to be close by?
Take care,
Hugs,
Bug

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by misskittyluvs, Mar 23, 2008
bug, yes, he'll be close by.  he said to call him for anything that i need.  God, is this a tough day.  :-(

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by incharge08, Mar 23, 2008
I've tried to write something 'uplifting' - but everything seemed like an empty cliché ... I believe you're right - yes it is "a tough day" ... For Now.


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by justme53, Mar 23, 2008
MKL,

I don't know the circumstances of your married life, but if you're having second thoughts, SERIOUS second thoughts, then I say stop him....try to work things out. Try for counseling down the line....but go for a good heart to heart now! Talk, cry, hug, then talk some more, but get it out there.

Best wishes in whatever you both decide........



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by sldb, Mar 23, 2008
Iam not sure what to say but i do know how you feel. Maybe letting the air out of the U-HAULS tires will stop him. Try not to let this situation get the best of you.......Good Luck and stay well....Leah

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by paulalynn1965, Mar 23, 2008
My heart aches for you when I read this. Maybe it is the illness talking. I agree if you are having serious second thoughts...stop him.

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by misskittyluvs, Mar 23, 2008
Well, he's left. This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do except bury my father.  What a day.  So emotional.  Thanks for all of your support.  You know, I was just hoping he'd say "Please let me stay" but he didn't.  Like I said, this was my idea.  Now I have to live with it.  Not to mention, I've done my first "Nick" yell in the house 'cause I couldn't find something.  But, sadly, there was no answer.  What a day.  Ugh.  Sometimes I have to think ... this BiPolar is killing me.  Stupid mental disease.  :-(  It's a killer, along with every thing else ...

146021 tn?1237204887
by ladybug52, Mar 23, 2008
So.... did you find it....without his help?

454316 tn?1206879897
by misskittyluvs, Mar 23, 2008
Ha, ha, no I called him and he knew where it was.  :-)  

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