I'm trying to come to grips with the infomation I got yesterday. I always belived that my mom was helping me to understand life, I looked up to her as my god. It's kinda hard to see her as anything else. I do belive that my throype is working and that I am makeing progress. I'm trying to leve room for reality, my mom is just as human as I am. I can see something diffreant in mom now and I don't know how to take that. Let me see where this infomation takes me. I'm not sure what I will find but today I am willing to look!