Apr 27, 2013
I currently have had real bad bouts of rage at work. I actually knock the toilet roll holder off the door. I'm in customer service on the phone and with the economy most of the customers are upset. I'm having difficulty coping with stress and anxiety. Went to see my doctor who added Bupropion XL or Welbrutron 150mg then a week later after more crying and frustration at work he prescribed an additional of the Brupropion to 300 mg. He also prescribed Lorazepam or Ativan .05 mg for when I fell like I'm going to blow. Take a small bite he said and I can use it at night to help me sleep. He also signed my FMLA for 1 week to return part-time for 4 hours a day for 1 month. That evening I get a call from work I'm getting terminated. It's great to be out of that horrible job. But now I'm broke too bad I didn't ask for help last year.
Plus my mom is in and out of the hospital she has dementia and is changing fast. I hadn't seen her in 2 years. I was angry. When my aunt informed she went into respiratory arest and was put on oxygen
It's so sad I decided I needed to see her and let her know I was angry and that I still love her.