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Apr 19, 2009 - 1 comments

Well I just found out on April 13th that I am pregnant. My levels were low, but they doubled each time I had a beta. April 18th I started having brown discharge, then it turned to pink. I went to the ER because I was scared and wanted to rule out any infections or what not. They did blood work and my numbers only went up 44 more from the 17th. They did a pelvic exam and said that my cervix is slightly opened and I am at a threat for miscarriage. They told me complete bed rest til I see the RE tomorrow. I have an u/s scheduled and hoping that everything is going to be alright. I have taken it really easy today, slept for the most part. The discharge turned bright red last night, but today it is a REALLY dark brown, something that I have never had. I am passing really small clots, but nothing big. I am so nervous and scared. I want a baby more than anything and I don't understand why we have to have so many problems. I am preparing myself for the worst news tomorrow. I don't know if it's going to be too late, or if my RE can give me something to help. We'll see. It gets so aggravating, going through this whole process. Well I just have to leave it up to God to know what is right. So I have just been praying, that is the only thing I can do.

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by LinaG, Apr 20, 2009
U are in my thoughts & prayers! Please do not lose hope, I wish this baby to hang up tight inside there & came outside after nine happy & healthy months! Please rest & be positive, & smile miracles do happen! God bless U! Hugs  

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