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Apr 20, 2009 - 9 comments

I used this morning and i know that i want to do good but I am home alone and so Bored i want to get high right now and its good to know people understand and can help

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by HelpinUtah, Apr 21, 2009
Honey, we do understand and want to help.  I know this is not easy.  I'm so sorry to read about your whole family.  It's difficult when you don't have someone at home to support you.  But, you have us here!  This really is a HUGE family of people who honestly care and understand better than most people because they've been where you are right now.  I wish I could take away your pain and be there to hug you.  So, I'll just send you a virtual ((((HUG)))) and send you lots of prayers!  

YOU ARE WORTH IT!  You CAN do this!  I BELIEVE in you!  I promise I will check on you first thing tomorrow!  

Lots of hugs,
Janet

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by kim715, Apr 21, 2009
Janet is right.Consider us your new huge extended family.We genuinely care about you and we want this for you just as much as you want it for yourself.We all wish we could be right there with you,because we know just what you're going through right now and we would give anything to shoulder some of that pain for you.

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by dominosarah, Apr 21, 2009
We do know how you are feeling and we also know that you can get thru this.  You will never be alone here.......sara

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by sister907, Apr 22, 2009
I just wanted to let the woman on meth know that she can get thru this. I used to do it and I was so out there that I could'nt think straight . You are not alone , And I know how hard it is to not get high . I will be thinking of you and your daughter. Take it one day at a time.I care about you even though we don't know each other ,we have a bond Please be safe !! You are still someones daughter & mother, and thet counts!! take care

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by fabsgrl, Apr 22, 2009
Girl I want to use everyday I open my eyes your not alone at all just keep in touch and we will get through this all of us!!

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by salah799, Apr 25, 2009
Many felt very heavy, especially in the pubic area and chest, and all physical Mmtlii hair coarse, dry, and problematic physical and strong abdominal muscles strained and I sporting the highest iron tall and slim body is so great romantic intellectuals like the frequent use of sex and masturbation caused the magnitude of imaginary genitalia are not true and tried sex, but when you see girls refuse to practice the male members of the large size of the grounds of sex is therefore used only the outer surface and masturbation, which was the cause of the gravity and magnitude of the two members of the male and when the strange situation and Ejaculate sperm are very large quantities of sperm, even if I Ahtelmt urinated on the bed and I culled all the accessories bed and the role of one sex when the exercise of an hour consumed hours of continuous Pets in practice without the time and beginning a long exercise in which a girl is ready to marry me I would communicate with me or contact me if I wanted proof and evidence, I'm ready see what I say without exaggeration, I'm looking for a girl and is ready to accept the cases are not sad after the association says, why did not Tkelmeni I entered the experience of similar cases in the preferred Publish Web may find a person or object is ready and confident of itself as a warm bear and looking for a strong man like me and many of the girls said Yes, I'm ready and after they realized Indeed, retracted and apologized to the pretext that they are unable not bear this and the huge scale and we are aspects of my every girl loves fun, sex, girls engage in private practice and is not patient gender and any girl her sexual high stern large and prominent and its basin of a large bear is strong and the sex and violent I am a good man and caring Nostalgia and romantic and just love sex ***@****

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by salah799, Apr 25, 2009
Am African black guy African Sudanese, very tall black athlete abdominal body with sticks and iron problematic highest of any hairy covering all my body hair is thick and Ghazir, and many coarse and rough and dry my body have all the characteristics of masculinity and love sexy so I was a fantasy and practice the secret habit caused me a small increase in the the size of the genitals is the size of a large and very large I do not think is in the Faraj Amrap but its basin is a large and significant as the back of the Word of Dr. said I have Alzkurip excess hormones, because the quantity of sperm, if too many Ahtelmt asleep, and I imagine I urinated on the bed and even when they practice the secret habit Ejaculate quantities large number of sperm and sex, but when they practice the surface of the 2 hours to 4 hours I am a man of violent sex and loving heart, caring and romantic Almrap respected and endorsed by the holiest of married life and helped me to find Taatzojni and I hold this volume of the genitals and Ieeronni and my friends laugh and say, Emshawwa Taatzojk You terrible monster indeed important for sexual Best clothes show the enormous details Aedaii great and I'm ashamed of this situation, I did not practice sex virgin home because all of the stated Aedaii refused entry due to much to not try entering in the Faraj Amrap therefore look for a young virgin hymen also did not sound did not break her touch of a young man to learn on the real fun of sex with men of Africa have a special taste, please contact me and I continue ***@****

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by salah799, Apr 25, 2009
I am a resident and a Sudanese man working in Saudi Arabia Riyadh, 32 years old weight of 188 linear 66 brown and handsome and elegant Mxtonp married to a Sudanese do not like sex and I love sex fully reversible and is often cold and sexual Mwhlaty very good and large-sized and Dr. said I have an increase in male hormones and for this reason is in pain and I ask for your brothers and sisters to find a girl like me, loves sex penise note that a very large and coarse and strong and thick and the quantity of sperm and fluid and many Ghazir please communicate with me on this number and E-mail this ***@**** / / / /

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by Noel_g1987, May 04, 2009
I am 21. I am a mom. and I also am addicted to meth/cocaine. I have been clean for about 4 years. And every day i crave. I know i do not know you but I will be here anytime you would want to talk. I know that feeling. My fiance also is addicted and has only been clean about 8 months. So it is still fresh in my head. Even if you just want to get anger out or want to cry because the pain of craving. I will be here.. just e-mail me...

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