Got up at 3:50 am to be at work by 5:30, I was early. Slept good last night.
I talked with Chad when we went to bed and told him how I felt about him saying I'm lazy and him being upset when I don't want to do all these projects. I explained to him, I'm not like that, I have never liked building things, or tinkering around with things, and he knows that. I said that just because you start this big projects doesn't mean everyone else wants to do them too. And I also told him that his always saying "Welcome to one day of my world" because he does physical work is hurtfull too. I feel like he thinks my work is nothing because it is not physical. I told him I have different ways of relaxing and dealing with lifes stresses; working out, taking a bath, go shopping, etc. He like to start projects, and that's o.k., if that's what he likes he should do that, but don't critizice me because I don't. He said he was sorry, but I don't really think he is actually sorry. I think he is sorry because he hurt my feelings, but he still thinks the same way. But that's what makes people different. And I don't want to change him just like I don't want him to change me.
Today will be a good day. I will write more later.