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May 04, 2009 - 4 comments

had an ultrasound on this afternoon...my baby has no heart beats...baby measured 7 weeks and 5days, 1.13cm...why have to be so unfair to me..why god take my baby back to heaven....given me all those hopes and dreams..how i wish to feel my baby grow and hold my baby...why????????
im waiting to bleed.............somebody help me..

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by AnnieBrooke, May 04, 2009
Sweetheart, I am so sorry.  There is no sadness like this one.  Time is the only thing that can help, and it is hard to believe, at first, that anything will help.  It will take a while to bleed, the placenta is still alive and it will keep functioning for a while and until it stops, you will not have any signs.  When I miscarried, I was glad that this was true because my babies were still with me for a little while (silly as this sounds given that their hearts had stopped, I was comforted by it and knew I needed the time to believe in my heart what had happened).  Some embies are just not equipped to keep going, they go for a while and bring us such joy, and then they are gone but are a star in our heaven and are with us in that way.  Some day you will learn why your baby came for such a short time to give you such happiness.  For now, all you can do is cry and grieve so your heart can have its release.  Again, I'm so sorry.  I know that you'll have other chances, but for now, sadness is the order of the day.

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by Jenny100, May 04, 2009
I am so sorry this has happened to you. I lost a baby too when I was 16 weeks along. It is so hard. The only thing I can tell you is that you WILL feel better eventually. When it happened to me, I wouldnt believe I could EVER get over it. I couldnt imagine ever being able to be happy and get over it, but I have. And you will too.

Remember that if a baby miscarries, there was most likely something wrong with it that would not have allowed it to continue growing and progressing normally. It is natures way of taking care of a baby that wouldnt have been healthy.

Was this your first ultrasound? Or HAD you seen a beating heart BEFORE today?

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by cindyandnic, May 04, 2009
i had an ultrasound on last week during 6weeks plus..the baby has a heart beat and everything was good...my dr was suprised to see this happen too..but she told me she understand how i feel cause she had it once during her first pregnancy at aroun 6 weeks..i been wondering why the heart beat formed but then stopped....

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by lum510, May 04, 2009
I am so sorry . I wish there was something to say to make the pain and the hurt go away. But know this, time will heal your heart, and God will give you another baby one day. Just have faith and know God never gives us anything we cant handel. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

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