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May 04, 2009 - 3 comments

even though sometimes i say i am so possitive sometimes i feel like i am lying to myself to try and be happy? as you all no i have been told i have pcos i am gutted but exited as i can move on and get help (easier said than donewith my doctors) even though i say i am so possitive and exited deep down i no its false as i feel that emptyness in my belly :( i see every one getting bfps and i am so happy there my insperation but i feel like i am being left behind wow  its gutting i wouldnt cope withput this place i just hope soon i get hel a and its my time btw 22 on the 15th thought i would be preg with #2 now how wrong was i x

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by LadyTiger, May 04, 2009
I understand how you fill .....i also have pcos and i have had 3 miscarriages...we are hopeing to get that BFP that everyone else is getting....i to like you thought i would have 3 or 4 at this time i just turned 33 and we havent went past 7 weeks pregnant before we lose the babies.....keep your head up at least they found yours early since you are only 22...they didnt find that i had pcos untell i was 31....im here if you would like to talk....

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by hannah1505, May 05, 2009
awww thanks so much i dont no if i have ever been pregnant s docs sed it sounded like i lost a baby i never had a bfp and that kills. i am so sorry for your losses what did they give u to help you get ur bfp? and why did you lose your babys did they give u any reasons ? x

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by hannah1505, May 10, 2009
no false front at the moment im feeling quite down :( and showing it!

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