Oct 08, 2013
Often I say I want to go home even when technically I am home.
So what do I want?
I think when I say this I mean I want to go back to a different time. A time when I didn't have any worries or cares. When I wouldn't have panic attacks or feel so energetic I couldn't wait for a new day. Now all I want to do is hide under the covers. Everything terrifies me. I don't want I'm doing or what I'm supposed to do. I can't breathe.
I want to go home.