May 25, 2009
I am sad today because I learned I miscarried. The ER doc said it looked as though there was no baby to begin with, just a sack. I haven't cried yet and know I need to. I think it's because I know God is in control. Before my husband and I started TTC, we prayed that if God gave us a baby, we would praise Him. And if He didn't give us a baby, we would praise Him. I have to say, this was not meant to be. God knows what I can and can not handle and has given me peace. He also spared me severe pain. We will try again, when the doc says it's okay.