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May 27, 2009 - 7 comments

Yesterday DH and I went to the clinic for our 1st scan.
I was so scared. And my worst nightmare came through.
Our little embryo measured 4 weeks 2 days when it should have been 7 weeks plus.
HCg level was very low at 1039. No heartbeat. They diagnosed blighted ovum.
Nurse took me off my meds and told me my body would naturally expunge the embryo.
It's over.
I feel so helpless.
I wish there was something I could do.
All i can do is wait until nature takes its course.
This hurts so much.

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by hannah1505, May 27, 2009
awwww hunni i am so so so so so so so sorry for you i am here x

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by Nurse08_040486, May 27, 2009
I am so sorry for your lost sweetie... please take care of yourself

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by MiracleOfLife, May 27, 2009
I know how much it hurts girl... Just let nature take its course. Up there (pointing finger to the sky) they know when it's time... It is terrible to go through those emotions - down and up and then falling deep down. But it is possible for you - you got a BFP and you can do it again! Good luck to you, take care of yourself and we are here to talk!!!

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by GiGiGiGi, May 27, 2009
That must have been absolutely heartbreaking - I can only imagine.  Sending hugs and prayers.


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by kele1129, May 28, 2009
Oh sweetie I am beyond sorry for you...(((hug)))

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by MPA, May 28, 2009
Thanks everyone, you don't know how much it helps to be on this website.
I'm not giving up. DH and I have tasted what victory feels like.
I'm just gonna take some time to grieve a bit.

Thanks again.

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by SDScientist, May 28, 2009
I am so sorry.  My thoughts are with you.  Be good to yourself.

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