worked with Andrew and Kelsie today. Matt Geodano too, for like an hour. Ate breakfast out with my parents before work. At work Andrew made the fried dough stand his castle, Kelsie his queen, Matt his advisor, and me the jester. Of course. Always the jester never the queen. Bet her thought I was a fat ugly boy. It was very slow, work wanted me or Kelsie to go home, preferably me, I was like fine whatever I'll go. Even though they ALWAYS take MY hours. Nobody else wants to be there, I practicly beg to, and they won't let me. Me and mom went sweater shopping and baught pants instead, that I hope I can wear to work because I intend to. We bought fabrics from the remnant bin, that was fun. I'm gonna make clothing for my MSD...when we finally order and recieve her. Then I ate clams, but not enough to actually fill me up. I told my parents that, repeatedly. They just kept telling me to eat steak tips. I AM SO ******* TIRED OF STEAK TIPS. I kept crying about it. Also because I was lonely and bored on my Saturday night.
Me and Shei were supposed to go to Tom's birthday. It was a pool party. I was a little worried about them seeing my harming ways, but not overly concerned because it's not like I wasn't going to wear a giant shirt and shorts to swim. When I txted Shei to tell her I had work till 5, did she still want to go? She said she hadn't intended to go anyways. I was like o.