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Jun 11, 2009 - 0 comments
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So my best friend who's still using, to what degree I don't know has been messing up at her work.  She left the back door wide open  when she left and the boss found it.  I know there's a lot going on with her these days but I am suspect that her opiate addiction is getting to her?  I know that I wouldn't be functioning properly had I continued my usage and her addiction is much bigger.  She mixes somas and norco's maybe some anxiety meds, whatever.  But I know how continued use can fog your brain and distort your perceptions and I'm wondering if she's starting down the dark road?  I know she won't want to hear it from me but I would love to help her.  And her recovery would take more time and more work than mine.  Saturday we may go see Artie Lange at a book signing and I hope that his opiate recovery might help her look at her life and realize she could do better...?  I remember how when your in it you can't see what is really going on but leaving a door wide open when your leaving is kinda a big sign?

Days without vicodin
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