Dec 17, 2013
I feel lonely. I feel like I should be doing something but I don't know what to do. I wonder if anyone else feels this way. My thoughts were very dark last night but I kept them hidden because I was home alone with the boys. Lisa was gone for the evening. I felt the same way last night. I'm anxious about work. I have some ativan and I've thought about taking it to see if it would help me not feel so pointless in my actions. I know I should be studying but I just can't. I shouldn't say I can't,,I don't have the energy to. I feel lonely.