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Well let me first say. I had these feelings at the age of 15. Well First I want to say . I was sexually molested by my mother and so many of her guy friends. I was at the age of 2-3 when this started. At the age of ten I put her in prison. My brother who seemed to enjoy all of this diowened me and told me I was the devil for turning her in. I dont know what made you like this but, I got through it even after I married the man of my dreams who thought beeting me was a normal thing. I have three kids that are my life. Take it from me Woooo...Saaaahhhh works. I have changed my life because i can not distroy mine because of what she did to me . I hope you get through this ans i am praying for you.
I imagine a knife going into myself, my abdomen. Cut out the...something, what? Tear out of my chest. I feel so detached.
My perceptions still not right..
Depressed.
Did very well selling my jewelery, sold some of my mothers too, but the underneath the emotion and sadness looms.An uneasy feeling and an anxiety is always within me.