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Feb 03, 2011 - 1 comments
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When everything's perfect, there's still self doubt.
It seems I'm the only person I can't figure out.
Got a thousand pound heart
Beating in my chest
When I have a bad feeling,
The feeling knows best.
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Sorrow is the color of falling rain
It sounds like a scream of pain
It tastes like salty tears
And smells like the ache of years
Sorrow looks like a dying dream
It makes you feel like a ripping seam
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Sometimes when I'm alone
In my home
Late at night
I need someone to say
"You'll be alright."
"What's on your mind?"
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I don't like illusions
I can't see
I don't like liars and fakers
People like me
Heartbroken and alone
Won't someone take me home?
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I waited for you yesterday.
Walked home in the rain.
Waited to see, mother,
Do you love your daughter?
Forget me.
Again.
Today.


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The poem I wrote about my addiction when I was still going through bad withdrawals.

Feb 03, 2011 - 5 comments
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Pain

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It slides through my body, like a welcome friend
But when it leaves, I'll only be hurt and alone again
I'm terrified, it will leave
Gentle and dangerous, like the sea
I don't even know how to get through
Anxiety breaks my heart, out of the blue
When it strikes, there's nothing I can do
For starting, I was a complete fool
I suffer and cry
I hurt and lie
I can't do this anymore
It controls me to my core
It's the hardest thing I've ever done
Harder than losing my mom
Harder than broken hearts and dreams
Harder because I'm falling apart at the seams
Surrounded, but all alone
Even with friends, at home
I am isolated in my pain
Please, don't let my suffering be in vain
I have to stop this, or end my life
I have to quit, can't make it through this strife
I'm bleeding in my heart
My soul is lost in the dark
I need to be strong
Or else, it has won

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Addiction.

Feb 02, 2011 - 1 comments
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Stitches and white lines can tell more than words ever could.
I can't seem to quit you, even though I know I should.
I help people 'cause I can't help myself.
You were the best thing I had ever felt.
How do I let the ghosts go?
How do I stop being my own foe?
How do you stop breathing air?
How do you quit the only one who cares?
I can't even look myself in the eye.
I can't even think without wanting to cry.
I can't save myself, all alone.
I can't stop you, you are my home.
The only thing that I have left,
Is killing me slowly, except
I can't say no, I can't move on.
I can't wake up and face the dawn.
Before I adjust, the sun will scorch my skin.
And burn me, burn them, the demons within.

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Love.

Feb 02, 2011 - 3 comments
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Broken heart

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The end of this story
Is a sad one, indeed
Like a beautiful rose blooming
From a bad seed
And then it rots into the ground
Like everything else
This summer brought death
And burned all the health

Like a poisonous blood
It burned through the veins
Like an evil heart
It caused all the pain
Like a knife
New and just polished
It stabbed through the soul
And it tore, demolished

With shaking hands
Teary eyes
I write the end of this tale
Surpise!
The beautiful rose
Shining and bright
Now begins to fade
And wither with blight

The disease courses through
The unknowing mind
And corrodes the thoughts
And worsens with time

So, soon, all you'll have
Are the dead petals there
Blowing with the wind
In a summer so fair
And you'll see the broken fragments
Of a human that's lost
And you'll know what pain
This poison has caused

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