I have been down that road, and the hate will devour your heart and soul until you feel like an empty shell.
You seem like a beautiful and interesting person, and you are still really young, so don't let things like hate eat you up.
I am not trying to tell you what to do, but down the road you will thank yourself for it.
Things can and will get better, but you have to want it to happen, and then make it happen.
Nice pic btw!
=)