We have a recovery program in place and work it. Are you involved with anything like that?
What is the longest you have been clean............... Total abstinence....from all mood or mind altering substance is the only thing I have found that works for me.
A support group in place is a must.....Don't use One Day At A Time....Try writing out what your triggers are that take you back to the dope..... and hook up with some men on here, get a network going and take the suggestions.
And by the way,,,,,,WELCOME BACK~~~~~