I was wondering if anyone would be able to help me figure out if I have ADD or not.
I thought the internet might give me more information
This issue is my biggest concern.
I can't seem to focus of school work, I can't even tell if it's because I'm not trying.
I feel like I can't even think anymore, I just prefer to zone out and stay that way. But when I try hard to actually think, It's a difficult struggle to get myself out of my blank state of mind and actually think about things, (This usually applies to Math, physics, and lately topics were I have to write an opinion, or evaluate something... Which is school in general.) If my school work requires actual thought, I can't seem to make up my mind. And when I try to think up of ideas, I forget them. If my work is math related, I just stare at my page..
When I did a little research of my own, I found that I seem to have almost all the symptoms listed on this website.
http://www.****.org/mental/adhd_add_adult_symptoms.htm#signs
I often question if I may have a mental disorder, but I fear to find out I if do. I don't want to become like my older brothers who suffers from mental issues. I fear to find out I have an issue and then end up using it as a crutch, an excuse not to try, or to justify my actions. As I often have seen. I also sometimes feels like its taking the easy way out of my problems.
But I was wondering if anyone could give me anymore detail about the symptoms.