I have a huge anxiety from speaking English. English is my second language, I live in the US for 20 years. I have good professional job for 14 years working with public. I am always doing job above and beyond, during 14 years I got several promotion for job well done. I am working in retail as an department manager, I have to speak with customers or employees consistently. Every time I am having conversations I have to concentrate what I am saying, some times words are coming wrong. I have no reason to be so stressed but I can not control it. Over the years as I live with this huge anxiety I became very heat intolerance. Many years ago every time I made mistake during any English conversations I felled very embarrassed and I would get all red when I made this mistake. After many years I saw some different reactions in my body. When i got embarrassed I got very hot in my face but not red at all. Now when I am speaking (having conversation) my breath is getting hot and hotter with every conversations, by end of the day I am totally overheated in my chest, my breath, my tongue, mouth. The moment when I feel embarrassed for any reason or if I get afraid feeling (afraid to pick up the phone, maybe they will not understand me or maybe I will not understand) my face(inside cheeks) will get very hot, my face will get deadly white and I will have no energy. I will be totally drained. My heat intolerance is so bad that I can no eat or drink anything warm, I can not tolerate temperature over 72F- I have no energy, get very tired and hot on cheeks. I had burn inside my cheeks, they are like on fire. I can not go out during summer time, even if the temperature is 72F. My body overheats and I loose all my energy, I have to lay down to get my energy back. Years ago I was infected with genital herpes Could somebody have ANY answer or suggestion what to do, who to see, who could help me? Thank you for all your responses.