I have problems remembering my childhood. I recall that when I was about seven that I had nightmares about a certain man and sexual acts, and I did not understand why I had these dreams about this person until I asked my stepmother and se confirmed that I was sexualy abused by this person when I was about 4 years old, and since then I seem to remember the acts clearly but not anything else, I was also abused by my stepmother and can remember that, I can not remember every time it happend only the realy bad ones. Altough I remember these things I can not remember anything else. My brother would talk about something that I have done whent we were small and I will not be able to recall it at all. I can not remember playing or most of my school years. I do not know it this has anything to do with my past, but what is happening recently is that I am doing things and I can not remember doing them. I would remember to switch on the geyser and then forget about it again, then I would remember to do it when I want to put it on, I have already done it, but I can not remember doing it, another time I went to fetch the tv remote in the sitting room, then I got sidetracked by having to poor my child some coldrink, when I got back to the room, I remembered about the tv remote, but when I got to the sitting room it was gone. I found it in the passage on the heater and I could not remember putting it there at all. These things are happening more and more and it makes me feel stupid and scared. Why is this and what can I do to make it better. Please can you help