OVER THE YEARS I HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH SO MANY DIFFERENT DX I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT. I BEEN CALLED BIPOLAR, OCD, BPD, ADD, PTSD, ANXIETY, DEPRESSED. GRANTED I MIGHT HAVE ONE OR TO OF THESE BUT NOT ALL OF THEM. TO HELP U UNDERSTAND A LITTLE ABOUT ME, MY MOODS CHANGE RAPIDLY, I SELF MUTILATE, I ALWAYS EXPECT THE WORST, I BLAME ALL THE PROBLEMS ON SOMETHING I'VE DONE WRONG, I HAVE TO HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE BUT WHENI GET ONE I EXPECT IT TO GO WRONG, I CAN'T STAY FOCUSED. THATS JUST A LITLLE TO GO ON IVE ALSO HAD ISSUES WITH HALLUCINATIONSMOSTLY VERBAL. CAN U PLEASE GIVE ME AN IDEA OF WHATS GOING ON . THIS HAS BEN A LONG BATTLE THAT I CAN'T SEEM TO WIN.