Hello,
I have suffered from depression since I can remember (age 6, I am now 45). I have been on every med out there. I have a history of servere major depression and 10 yrs past was diag w/ mania. I have had many (unsuccessful) suicide attempts. As of late I am getting anxious and afraid of most things. I know my body/mind very well. I know when drugs are starting to "wear out". I have been under Dr.'s care since I was 12. I am fatigued, depressed , awake suicidal and lacking enjoyment. I do not work due to mania hitting when I try to. I care for my granddaughter 3-4 days a week. Something is different, my head feels fuzzy... my memory is is not so hot (that's if I remember correctly-he-he) I have no desire to eat.
my meds right now are... klonopin, trazadone 300 mgs (down from 600 a year ago) lithium 300 2x a day, ambien ( i do not take all the time as I feel it does not work well). What is your opinion?? I am not menopausal.