Worried

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I am currently on meds like clonapin, prozac, goeodone, trazodone. My question is that I feel as though I am going crazy again. Loss of appetite, parinoia, angry, suicidal thoughts, wierd dreams and laziness. What should I do? I do not see a councelor anymore and I cancelled all services like PSR. I was diagnosed with major severe depression and borderline personality disorder. Please help me understand what is wrong with me because I do not want to end up back in a mental institute.

[Roger Gould, M.D.]

You have to see your psychiatrist for medication adjustment, and it sounds as if you should do that immediately. Get help, this is not something you can do for yourself.

[RodF1966]

It sounds like you already know what you need to do.  Begin by getting back to your counselor and rescheduling those services such as PSR.  Hopefully your still seeing your doctor.  You need to contact him and let him know how your feeling at this time.  If these symptoms continue or worsen you need to seek help immediately.  Remember that there are people who love you and care about you and your illness is treatable.  But it's imperative that you do your part by taking your prescribed medications and keeping appointments.

Best of luck.
Rod.