On 6/24/04 I overate and induced vomiting because of the pain (not in a bulimic way). During that, I felt a sharp pain in my chest and noticed the vomit came out like I had drank punch. I got nervous as I feared I might have damaged my esophagus. Concerned, I looked up info on the internet and basically almost scared myself to death. On 6/27/04 I was about to go to bed at 3:00 a.m. and noticed my heart rate sped up so rapidly, I went to the emergency. While waiting it slowed down and I attributed it as palpitations from taking a stacker 2 pill and drinking a lot of diet sodas with caffeine. On 6/30/04, I had a similar episode and a feeling of dread came over me. On 7/3/04 I went to the emergency because I was feeling like I may have damaged my esophagus from the vomiting and was basically just told I had panic attacks. I also noticed I had the black stool a few days after my vomiting episode, but it was only that one time. On sunday 7/4/04, I felt as if there was something in the back of my throat, like a pill..and that feeling is still present. I went back to the emergency scared on 7/5/04 to see what was going on. During examining me, they asked about my leg cause I have DVT (I was extremely overweight and now losing weight) and later found there was a clot, so I was admitted into the hospital and am currently being treated for it and taking warfarin. However, I was told nothing of my chest or if I damaged my esophagus. They did do a chest x-ray and a cat scan on me. Would those tests determine if there is something wrong with my chest? While in the hospital, I could sleep, but at home, I try going to sleep and all of a sudden my chest tightens and I can feel my heart beat...basically making sleep impossible. Today (7/14/04), I actually got some sleep and woke up finding my throat seeming like the "thing" was gone. However, my anxiety is coming back because of what I'm reading and I can feel the lump in my throat coming back. The doctor told me my chest was fine, but I'm not sure what he was looking for, I think he was looking for blood clots. I was told during my first hospital visit that I may have ruptured or upset a blood vessel, but the fact of not knowing for sure is really scaring me and causing anxiety. I have another doctor appt. on 7/23/04 to follow up my blood thinner treatment. I was also told by a friend that if I'm on blood thinners and there was a problem with my esophagus or whatever, I'd have bled to death by now. I plan on seeing a dr. when I have insurance, but until then, I need to know what might be going on. I haven't had black stool since then (only that one time) so i might have very well just ruptured a blood vessel. I was told that my tachycardia can also trigger feelings in my body that cause me to think something is wrong. I haven't even been recommended an endoscopy. Also, my appetite is back to normal. What do you think?