I feel really dumb. I tried to pursue this guy I thought was amazing and I think I weirded him out. No, I know I weirded him out and now he won't talk to me. It's been so long since I've been in a relationship, thought of being in a relationship, or wanted to have anything to do with a relationship since my last one ended in physical abuse, lying, and well ... just not good. I just want to make friends, more than anything. But all these guys say, "I have a girlfriend". What do I care? And they say, "I don't think she'd like that", meaning us hanging out. What is wrong with hanging out with a friend that happens to be a girl? :( I feel unattractive, unwanted, and depressed. I'm 23. I want to move on with my life. But I can't keep taking these rejections. I've even gone so far as joining e-harmony. I don't have a problem with sites like that, but you'd never see me actually paying for it. But I did! And that was rejection number one. He was so cool. I was really falling for him. I know no one can do anything about this and I don't want any advice, but soothe my mind and remind me I'm not the only one that's been rejected.