I’m looking for someone who has made similar experiences with ED. I seem to suffer from a quite serious case of erectile dysfunction ever since I’ve been sexually active (which has now been a couple of years). I’m 27 and I’ve still never had “proper” sex, meaning sex where I could finish. I should probably mention, I’ve only ever have ED when having sex. Further below I try to list a number of possible reasons. I’m hoping someone could share his experiences and, ideally, how that problem was solved.
The cause of my ED seems to be exclusively mental as I never have trouble getting it up otherwise, with or without visual stimulation through porn etc. I’m able to maintain hard and long (45min+) erections. Whenever I’m with a woman, I suffer performance anxiety as I am indeed quite nervous every single time. Knowing that I probably won’t get it up obviously adds to the pressure.
Recently I started taking Viagra, which I ordered online, but still seems to work as it helps getting it up during foreplay. But as soon as I enter a woman, it goes flaccid despite the Viagra. I’ve also tried it with a penis ring in addition, but the result is the same. I enter her and the erection is gone. I also don’t feel much during penetration which may be due to the fact that I always have a condom on. No idea. Sometimes it felt like my penis has simply disappeared and there was no feeling left in it. With a flaccid or semi-hard penis, thrusting becomes really awkward and I have no clue what I’m doing there, so I’m forced to give up. I never know how to explain it to a woman. Why would I be hard during foreplay (thanks to Viagra) and lose it as soon as I penetrate?? Can you fake an orgasm? Should I just give up on Viagra and penis rings etc. altogether? Or is there another, perhaps mental, ‘trick’?
So there are a couple of causes I’ve been thinking about. Firstly, is it possible that a condom has a negative effect? Should I try a bigger size condom? I’m only a little above average in size.
A reason that probably contributes to the ED, next to me being nervous, is most likely the fact that I’ve never had feelings for any of the women I’ve been with. Although I’m 27, I’ve never had a girlfriend because I’m to ******* shy and nervous. The women I did end up in bed with weren’t women I particularly cared about, but one or the other was really hot. Also, the atmosphere was never romantic or anything and I am a sucker for romance. Despite my various (about 7) sexual encounters which all ended with ED, I still find it difficult to imagine that I couldn’t get it up when I’m finally (fingers crossed) with a woman I care about. But I would still be nervous; probably a million times more nervous than previously because I would really want that one to work out.
I’d be really grateful if someone could tell me if they’ve made similar experiences.