Hi!
If you were my patient, I would have to discuss this issue carefully with you to determine whether the problem is physical or psycological. If it is causing you physical pain, then the source f the pain would have to be located and altempt to alleviate it. If the pain is psychological, a different approach would be needed with appropriate counseling for any abuse, etc you might have suffered. which might cause feelings of guilt.
Hope this helps!
Dr B
what do you mean by "sick"?