Chances of it changing Zero,
Hi, today i got my six week antibody test result negative. I know I'm at no risk, but if i was at risk, how likely would it be for this result to change at the 12 weeks test?
Regarding guilt and anxiety i have been working in overcoming them and i think i have made some improvements, and this forum has helped because i know i am not alone because there are other people in similar situtations and I belive we can make each other feel better.
anxiety and guilt is what many people have to deal with on HIV forums, more so than HIV itself.
Time is one way of getting over it. The fact we all make mistakes in our life and you just accept them and move on with it. It that isnt somthing thats works for you, then its best to go and get help for it.
Hi, despite the reassurance i got on the hiv forum, which i really appreciate, i have been tense, mostly because two times while i was masturbating i developed two small cuts, so that could be herpes, according to doctor HHH in some posts. I got my blood taken today for an hiv test (6 weeks post exposure), which i think is a fourth gen test. I will get my results on tuesday, so i am really tense about the outcome.
Since I last wrote i have spoken to my parents about the incident and about the cuts i developed on my penis, but they don't seem concerned about hiv. They talked with me and if i get out of this experience clean i will continue with my life with all this new knowledge i have recieved in all ways, hiv-wise, and in respect to going with prostitutes and consequences, and in general all that i have been feeling. Today i went with my father for my test. I just wanted to know if there are other people with this kind of experiences and to get some advice on how to deal with anxiety and guilt.
Thanks.
Hey thank you for your comments, i am still going a little crazy thinking what if there was some penetration without me noticing? i mean what is considered penetration? It's a long wait ahead of me
I have to say something, here. I know you are scared but reading your post I see not a single incident of HIV expossure. Sounds to me like you had a great time with a sexy lady or 2, and you should be happy. Sorry about the one girl being rude, thats not cool.
You are going to be ok. You have no reason to test. However it is hard to listen to advice really, trust me I know have been there.
So you had some fun, and you have some guilt. It happens, HIV does not just happen. You did not put your Penis in her. You did not get large amounts of blood in your body from her, and HIV dies outside the body. Your EYE DOES NOT HAVE the correct cells to effectivly allow HIV to infect you. Its just not gonna happen, Kinda like lindsey lohans carrer comeback. Or think of it this way, HIV is like the T-Virus from Resident Evil. If you have been bitten well you are screwed. And I am sure you had no expossure here. Its a blood illness. No Blood = No HIV. Vaginal fluids can support the virus but unless you rub it into your blood you wont contract it. you would need a cup full of the Virus, then you would need to dump it into your eye and rub it in, and even in this situation your chances are non existant.
Please try to calm down, I am not trying to make jokes here. Just wanted to make you Smile and realize something. YOU ARE NOT SICK =)
Be safe and take care of yourself.
Hey buddy, your thinking way way to much over this, you really are.
The advise you had that you had no risk is correct. What ever your imagination has told you, the facts say other wise. You needed to have unprotected sex, not a little rubbing. Despite you thinking her juices dripped onto your penis, the reality is im very sure it didnt, well im sure you would have noticed a water fall from vaginia.
Lets look at the fact its unlikley she even had HIV in the first place.
I can see its really effected you, so what not take a HIV DUO test at 4 weeks, or a plain antibody at 6 weeks just for peace of mind. Must again i will say you still have no risk and do not need testing.
I know your young and concerned, but please you need to understand the situation here. So stop freaking out, take time to get your thoughts together and calm down and re-think the situation.