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1827048 tn?1324921908

hiv serious anxiety

i had sex with a csw 15 weeks ago

me,my frnd who nearly visit csw 1 in a 2 months went to a brotherl
it was my frst time
after sex i started havin burning sensation in my penis
it was a protected sex althoug bw sex i checked my condom...it was a tranparent one
i got a feeling that head of my penis is not covered by condom and it is broken....maybe due to tranparency i got that feeling........but i keep on doing sex   after ejaculating.............. i saw that the condom was ok and all semen has in its pocket......but after 5-10 min i start geeting burning sensation in  my penis........i star panicking
and starts remembring every moment when i saw condom bw sex and stars gathering info that i has not noticed a hole..................i fear hiv a lot .............
i also starts geeting bad thouhts now that my frnd who ususally visit brotherls made a hloe in it intenitionally to get me infected becoz may he also has hiv anxiety and wants everyone to have it.........i know it sounds funny but it is not
i hav been in depprision from 15 weeks;;;;;;;;;i am a student i m not able to study tooooooo...plsssss help
its my high school senior year i m not ab;le to concentrate ,,,,every time i went to study i stars thinking about hiv and its deadly ...u know .....
plssssssssssss hellllp
answer fast
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Hiya Josh, well its only good news, well certainly if you take in the information, calm down, use some logic and understand the information.

Condoms when used correctly are 100% safe in protecting from HIV, thats a fact ok.
Your condom will not have a hole in it. Any damage or holes result in a complete burst condom. The condom would completly go and just leave the rubber ring around your penis. So again this should not be a concern for you.

As for the burning. Well this is good and bad news. Well the burn is not HIV or std related, so thats your good. The Bad, well you may be like myself. Im alergic to latex and certain rubbers. When i used them like you, i get a burning penis. So i have to use certain types of condoms. Well its not mega bad news, but it just means you need to find one that you dont have a reaction to.

So overall, you had no risk at all buddy, and you need to understand all the facts, think about it with some logic and calm down. Most people have inner guilt about going to csw, and as such belive every cold, bump and ache they have is down to their experince. Out of many thousands of posts here, noone has got HIV like you have mentioned and you being the first zero.

Hope that helps
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1827048 tn?1324921908
hey thaks mann felt a lot better after reading this..........


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No problem buddy.
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