Thank you Dr. I think this not trusting health care people started when a dentist removed my wisdom tooth and damaged my nerve, so half my tongue had been numb for 5 years. I am going to see a psychatrist about medication soon. I will rent that movie, it will help me get distracted from anxiety as well.
Thanks you again.
Welcome to the HIV forum.
You have had a number of similar questions on other MedHelp forums, all of which reveal that you are quite anxious about getting infected by doctors, nurses, etc during medical procedures. Such infections virtually never happen. For example, medical personnel wear gloves and take other similar precautions not to protect their patients from infection, but to protect themsevles form infection from their patients' blood and body secretions. Anyway, the way the nurse handled the cotton after drawing your blood does not sound at all unusual or abnormal.
Accordingly, you are at absolutely no risk of HIV, hepatitis C, or any other infection from the events you describe. That's the same for the events you have described in questions on the gynecology expert forum and the anxiety community forum.
Your use of the anxiety forum suggests you are aware that your concerns are not entirely rational. Abnormal fears of contamination sometimes are an early sign of serious mental health disorders. For an example of where it can lead, consider renting and viewing "The Aviator", the biopic of Howard Hughes. (It's a wonderful movie in its own right.) If these sorts of fears continue, please discuss it with your primary care doctor and/or a mental health professional. I suggest it out of compassion, not criticism.
Good luck-- HHH, MD