I used a public restroom and did not realize that the toilet water was higher than usual - it was actually up to the top of the toilet. I sat down and felt the toilet water. I think my vagina made contact with it. I have no idea if the toilet was broken and therefore the person before me may not have flushed it. I did not see any blood in the toilet water, but could there have been vaginal fluid (if the person before had some vaginal discharge) and could that be a means of hiv transmission? I know in my heart that this is irrational, and that hiv does not live outside the body, but I really need an answer/confirmation from an expert. I probably have OCD and I think hearing from you that this is irrational will help and I can go get treatment for the OCD and move on!
Thank you so much.