bad day

[NinjaPinky]

I have no question i just want to vent i've had a very bad day. I broke up with my fiance of 3yrs today boyfriend of 4! Im freaking out and i'm scared and i am not sure if this decision was right or wrong. Im gonna have to go through tx alone and im just freaking out.

[justadip]

hi sweetie - yup it be me, lil ole dipper - how you doing? You look fabulous on that catamaran!

[nygirl7]

Veggie??????????????????????????
I saw the dip part and thought it can't be but now  it looks like it can be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[justadip]

oh Goof! I can see you are still as crazy as you were 6 years ago LOL

[medicmommy]

You are SOOOO naughty! LOL (I LIKE it! ;) )

[GoofyDad]

I was thinkin more of  Ben Dover cans. Head towards the Hershey Hwy, a little north of the Y in the road. If you get to a Ford dealer (Pinkley Taurus) you've gone too far south. Keep a close eyeout (a brown one of course) - there could be some shrubs blocking the entrance.

[medicmommy]

You don't find cucumbers in cans? ...Like Mexi-cans, Afri-cans, and Texi-cans? Or would that be in Sani-cans? LOL ~MM

[GoofyDad]

I can really only comment on California men (C-men).

- Cucumbers are easier to accommodate. You won't run into those pesky girth problems.

- Leave them out long enough and cucumbers will soften up.

- Cucumbers are waxed.

- You don''t find cucumbers in cans

  



  

[medicmommy]

BWA HA HA! Goof, where do you get this stuff?!? LOL ~MM

P.S. Cucumbers are better than men because...

[GoofyDad]

Just don't forget to slice it. That's not a mistake you'll make twice.

[NinjaPinky]

Cucumber *** slices?  Haha ok on it! And thanks everyone!  

[blondie717]

    Another One Bites The Dust!!!!   Dont worry be happy!  Sure you wont have any problem's finding something else fun to do with your time ;-0).. Remember Sh-t Happen's!  
    Hope you are feeling better, and everything happens for a reason.  Hugs Ginger

[GoofyDad]

"the commentary and advice here is well-intended but sometimes the tone is lost via cyberland. "

Let's not forget the occaisional hemorrhoid flare can contribute to an atmosphere that's short on harmony. Best to apply cucumber slices before clicking the send button. If it doesn't help the 'rhoids, at least you'll take yourself a little less seriously :)  

[medicmommy]

with the exception of the occassional Troll, the commentary and advice here is well-intended but sometimes the tone is lost via cyberland. I wish you well through your treatment and that it may be uneventful. I base my feedback about the anti-Ds for treatment on what I have seen others experience and also on my own. I was about 2 months into treatment when I began getting very irritable and glum. I had never experienced depression as I have always been an undying optimist , but this behavior was very out-of-character for me. As the treatment drug me down, I withdrew from the world, and if it weren't for folks here, I would have continued to spiral. I doubt I would have become suicidal, but I can see how easily this could happen. Be aware that even those who do not have diagnosed brain chemical imbalances still can be affected. Best of luck -MM

[NinjaPinky]

Oh ok sorry you know the one thing i hate reading words in a blog/forum and taking them the wrong way. I read books all thetime ad i wonder now that the world has gone technology crazy and we write to each other nd have o many mistakes, if while reading books i'm even onthe same pageas author was lol! Anywy cool thanks everyone for support!

[James10500]

Pink not offended at all, just thinking people that suffer from B-P would better be able to relate to what you deal with.  Just as it's hard for me to get through to people what tx was like, who never did it.  Or what post tx is like.

Be well girl all my best,

James

[NinjaPinky]

Thanks everyone for input even though it doesn't look like it i actually have a pretty good grasp on my mental "problems" and james i guess i offended you but i don't feel i need to rant on the bipolar forum because my rant wasn't about being bipolar it was just a rant and this is the social site not the med forum so i figured it would be ok and i don't need advice on how to move forward as far as being bipolar by itself goes but having my problem's and having to do tx that's why my rantbelonged here! Thanks everyone!

[medicmommy]

Lady, if you haven't, you  REALLY REALLY need to make sure your Dr is going to monitor you closely during treatment for escalating psych probs -even consider starting you on new/stronger antidepressants far enough prior to treating so they are at theraputic levels when you start. Treatment is famous for making underlying health problems worse which can force your Dr to stop your treatment mid-way. -And I haven't hear one person say "Yay, let's do that again!" after finishing.
For what it is worth, I believe everything happens for a reason and the breakup with your boyfriend may have been a blessing in disguise. You need as little stress in your life as possible when launching into it. -It is a time of finding inner strength to finish the treatment marathon by looking ahead to the next week, day, or even hour to make it through. Listen to everyone here. They all mean well and many have already been through it. ~MM

[James10500]

Ya pinky, that's my point treatment is only going to magnify current issues.  There is a bi-polar community on med help.  Perhaps it's a better place for your rants.

[Trish77]

That's great that you seem to understand how to manage your own bipolar state to a certain degree.  I have a g/f who is bipolar and while it's no picnic, she understands what her triggers are and she minimizes them where she can.  Also good that you know you need to be in good mental health for treatment.  I'd say you're doing pretty well on the mental prep side of things in arranging your life in ways that are optimal.  I didn't have depression but life itself with it's various stresses can be a drain on your mental energies and resources so it's a good thing for anybody to do entering treatment to consider what their life situation will be at that time and try to make it as optimal as possible and have supports in place.  Good luck to you with all of this.  Stay strong.

Trish

[Andiamo1]

Being bipolar can add to the sx of interferon.  You should discuss that with your doctor and make sure he gives you medication to make your treatment more comfortable.

Best of luck with your treatment and your love life.

[NinjaPinky]

I just wanted to say somethings and get them off my chest and do it in a way to not hurt ot drag people close to me into my drama. But im calm now was pretty soon after the breakdown it just something i do. But i understand how i need to be in the right state of mind and safe environment and as stable as i get befoe treatment i've been reading everyone's comments on it in the med section so im not rushing into treatment lightly im gonna make sure im in a good place first and i know its right for me. Thanks for the heads up about stable though even though i believe there isno such thing haha

[NinjaPinky]

I'm sorry i've been bipolar my whole there is no such thing as mentally stable! There are good days and bad days and having a rant doesn't make you unstable i think ranting especially in a blog or forum to blow if steam or stress is better then doing some other things! Anyway i'm actually quite solid minded for all my issues haha

[James10500]

Probably good idea to get mentally stable before you start tx.  

[NinjaPinky]

Thanks to everyone for the support if anyone thought i was yelling at you or upset with what you said i wasn't i appreciate it i was just in the middle of a rant and rage of feelings and i was sensitive and being jerky. Sorry again and thanks