I have literaly lost my mind brain fog, I thought I had a GI apt today, I got all dressed, looked at the card and it is next week.
When I was looking at the card I got so confused having lived in Europe for so long, military husband. I could not get it straight through my brain if 5-6-08 was May or what?
I finally called the Docs office and asked. Of course they laughed, which made me feel worse, felt like a fool!
I have been so numb lately, I am an emotional person, I care deeply, I love deeply, I laugh a lot, when I am mad, I get really mad.
But I am not a cryer, I have spent the last few days crying. How can a person feel so numb, yet cry?
This just sent me over the edge, mind bewildering confusion!
I know it is the drugs, I know all the rational explanations, yet I still feel so lost.
Sorry if this is a downer,
Deb