Neuroligical or mental health

[Lewis79]

Hi people I have a few problems would like to discus. In 1998 I was diagnosed with ptsd and treated with top shelf anti psychotic medication within a few mths my diagnosis changed to skitsophinia and I was put on clozaral .12yrs later I came off all my medications and was told I was wrongly diagnosed a year later I had 2x minor strokes in the space of a week. It's now 5yrs later and I have a list of symptoms that can't be explained, tiredness. Not being able to sleep.  Anger. OCD. Blurred vision at night. Frurstration. Not understanding or recognising basic feelings or situations. Depression. Panic episodes when driving or being a passenger. Always hungry but no appetite. Distorted thorhgts and a severe mistrust of most people. I went to the doctors to ask for help and support and they decided it was nessercery to have the police take me to hospital, after being in a psychiatric hospital for 5 days I was released with the doctor saying there is no evidence of mental illness and most likely some sort of neurological disorder caused by the 2 minor strokes back in 2012. I am awaiting a MRI scan but things seam to be getting worse recently as in I now sometimes get my words mixed up or in the wrong order and getting more than 3hrs sleep a night is impossible my understanding of things like rules and how things are done just don't seam real or just don't make sense to me. I find it hard to socialise and impossible to make new friends. I don't drink and I don't take drugs but have had a very stress full life with the loss of my son in 1998 and domestic abuse I suffered from my partner over the past 7yrs the usual gp surgery is not helpfull. Anyone help?