I have suffered problems with my arms, legs and body for more than a year on and off with tingling, pins & needles, muscle aches, heavyness, tremors, motion sickness, headaches, and really bad fatigue.. I was seen by a Neurologist who thought it was most probably Post Viral but did a full spinal MRI to be on the safe side.. (this was in Dec 09).. The scan came back clear. I went back to the doctors today because although the pins & needles have died down, the fatigue and muscle aches have got so bad, i struggle to tie my hair up, hold a kettle, cant get out of bed without having to rest for 5/10 mins before making it downstairs, cant walk up the stairs with out feeling like i've done a work out in the gym, can't do housework.. etc.. or anything that i manage to do (as just mentioned) i end up being totally wiped out for the next few days after i've exerted myself. Anyway, when i went back to the doctor today about it he told me that its just depression!!! I am NOT depressed in any way shape or form!!.. admittedly i did start crying in his room, but that was because i felt so tired and achy, was frustrated my body won't do what i want it to do, and hormonal (my period due nxt week). When i mentioned to the GP that the neuro had written in the letter to me and him (the GP) that he thought it was Post Viral and that i thought it would have cleared up by now (no one has actually bothered to tell me exactly what post viral is!) he just said yeah well if it was post viral it would have cleared up so its obviously depression causing these symptoms!!.. I feel really angry and upset and let down that he's saying all this because no matter how hard i tried explaining that i really am not depressed and am actual quite happy in myself, and want to do stuff and am not just being lazy/cant be bothered, he was having none of it. He sent me for some blood tests today which he said he KNEW would come back fine and that i had to come see him next week to sort my depression out!..
Please give me some advice... Is it possible to be depressed and not know it?? I honestly am a really happy, positive person who is quite content with myself and my life.. the only problem I have is the frustration of feeling so fatigued and heavy/muscle aches all the time thats stopping me carrying on life how I was more than a year ago!!
What should I do next? Accept that i'm depressed because he's a doctor and knows best? See a different doctor for a second opinion on it actually being post viral and not depression? And can anyone shed light on what post viral actually is/how long it lasts/and what to do to get rid of it please.
Thanks for your time.