For as long as I can remember, I just feel so out of it, all the time. It never goes away and it has been getting really bad lately, to the point where I will get dizzy and get headaches and even feel nauseated. I feel like i can't control what I do or even what I say. I have problems with my balance and even walking is difficult sometimes. It's just not registering in my brain and I am just not thinking. I've tried to explain it to my friends and family but they act like it is no big deal, when to me, it is all i can think about all day. Sometimes i will just lay down for hours just laying, feeling nothing. I can't help it, and I just want to feel normal, but I don't know how to help myself. It's Like I'm in a daze, living my life in a movie, floating on a cloud, detached from everything. It has gotten so out of hand and I am starting to feel very depressed lately and extreme anxiety when I go out in public. I have seen a neurologist and I've had many tests done that all came out negative (EEG, MRI, bloodwork taken) I have even seen a therapist which was recommended but that has not helped. I'm running out of options and I don't know what else to do. Any thoughts?
These are my major symptoms
-sensitivity to light and loud noises
-short term memory is getting bad (someone will tell me something and a few moments later I cant remember what they said or it is fuzzy )
-this constant, nonstop, light headed fuzzy feeling
-visually, its harder to focus on things
-mild pressure on my forehead, between the eyes and on my forehead
-mild headaches have been coming and going
-short of breath
- hard to concentrate on something for more than 4 or 5 minutes
- deep sleeps( I have to set a few alarms to wake up for class)
-Tired all day
- anxiety